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Sunday, April 01, 2007
10:00 PM
HELLO!
Happy April Fool!
lm seriously bored at home since april fool doesnt seem like one especially when its on a sunday.
Like how many people can you prank on a sunday?It isn't fun at all larh.
Talked to kenneth alot and he advised me alot of things,alright thank you.
l realised how wildful i was and how much i let down those people around me,how much hurt i caused for them making me feeling this worst,i cant help it,i know.
l know this isn't the way a christian should behave,im gonna change. :]
God will guide me along the right path,i know he will!
A big Sorry to those that i caused so much hurt,
i came to realise that i must face the truth,the fact that is infront of me.
That's because i have been trying to avoid everything and take it as nothing had happened,im wrong,real wrong this time.
l could avoid it for now but not forever,i got to face it one day.
l sort of woke up,putting all the past behind me.
Dear *****,
Dont act as if you cared for me when you dont,seriously.
The feelings are gone and we are feeling so bitter and hurt now.
Take all the feelings away treat that everything was just an illusion and maybe we were both wrong in the first place.
Alright,i didnt know i can get so emotional.
Maybe this is just the real me,whatever.
Tomorrow will be a better day!
Maybe i should just quit blogging after all.